Sometimes my fingers and knees quiver in the middle of the day from overwhelming electric excitement I feel. I’m not sure how to explain in but I’ve trained myself to be in the moment, really and truly in the moment. It’s easier said than done, but with about a year of constant practice, I sometimes find myself effortlessly in a timeless space. Right here, right now, with not one regret about the past and not one worry about the future. It’s true bliss, and it is here that everything is possible. This energy is what we are made of and what we are made for. It feels so right and so true. I know that this is what we are supposed to be because I see the effects it has on my body, my mind, my heart, my all. I see how feeling this happy and this excited about life’s every moment places everything in a perfect harmonious alignment for me.
When I am happy and complete, I have the power to make my loved ones happy and complete.
As a mother, I feel that I owe it to my children to find out how to be a better person, to apply it and to become it, in order to teach it to them and give my life a purpose.
This is how I feel today; on a journey of self-discovery and self-growth. It doesn’t really matter where it will lead me, because it has already led me here.
I feel torn between taking the time to express it and actually being it.
That last statement is a very profound one for me and might need a post of its own.